I used to be lost in you,
not wanting to be found
Flying high unguarded,
my feet never longing for the ground
‘Til I became lost and a stranger
to your heart.
Mine shattered, separated lying on
the ground part by part.
I want to pull my hair out,
to stop the pain in my mind
Yes my mind, as my thoughts obsess
over a reason to find.
Blank, my mind goes, totally clueless
Blank, my heart stops, totally hopeless
I seem to have lost touch with purpose
Nothing fits the life I chose
Reason a foreign friend, too distant
My power lost in this very instant
Carried away by thoughts that prevail
I want to bring life, I try to inhale
I’m losing control, I’m losing it all
The dream, the desire to be whole