I recline in my seat
In front of my desk
Puffing on n smoke
Looking at a spot on the roof
Waiting for it to move
I sit upright
Snapped back to reality
Now looking at a screen
Full of emptiness
Lighting another smoke
The spot on the roof was a better view
Looking to the wall
Pictures of what I want to accomplish
Just high in the sky
Alone I will fly…
Snapped back to reality,
FUCK! I need to study!
What should I do, where do I start?
I light another smoke
I look at my defiled desk
Pens, pencils, rulers…
I really have to quit smoking.
This shit could kill me!!!
FUCK! I need to study!
Not much time left.
What if I fail?
What would happen to me?
Would I have to work at the post office?
Maybe a delivery boy…
Or maybe a janitor…
Maybe I need to study…
I look outside at the bright lights
And recline back into my chair
FUCK IT ALL!
While lighting another smoke